I'm expensive but I'm priceless. And I'm worth a PRIZE.
My mind has been wandering a lot on my future circumstance and I courageously admit, I was once anxious on the life that's in store for me especially my next relationship considering that I'm already in a different level of my faith now.
I have been thinking on when, how and who's gonna be the WINNER and the consumer of my life and I have been constantly asking if that person is worthy of it. It doesn't mean that he needs to join a competition because competition isn't the only way to win me. It doesn't mean he needs to pay a big amount to have me, because I'm sure----He couldn't afford me.
The book entitled "Before you meet Prince Charming: A guide to radiant purity" completely changed my perspective towards marriage and relationship. It was the only moment that I realized I am as precious as ruby and that there's a Knight in Shining armor who's willing enough to fight and prepare his battle just to win the heart of the King that have been protecting me for years. This prince has been practicing a lot and have been saving all his years not to impress the princess and the King but to prepare himself on the future circumstance and that he may be able to present himself with honor and readiness in his heart. His preparation isn't just for the Princess alone but for the entire Kingdom. That they may know how willing he is to offer his life just to earn the love of the Princess.
I am a Princess, royal in the making and special by birth. My King said that I am worth the fight and that it takes a courageous Knight to win me. That it might take a while for me to wait but it's still worth a wait. That I should be patient and that I should not settle for less because He has prepared for the best.
Before, I am so worried on my future relationship. Now, I am busy with my King's given task and responsibility. I am so much in love with my King that I am willing to submit to Him my life and the life that He prepared for me. I trust Him so much now... and I am no longer thinking of all those negative things. It might be hard and I might need a little sacrifice but I'm sure that I will meet the right PRINCE, right WINNER and correct CONSUMER. :)
For now and for the next days to come, I will drown myself with my King's Love and Compassion that I may be able to fully understand the value of Love and the importance of Relationship. When I'm fully grown and ready, He should be the one to know first and it's for Him to decide whether or not I'm ripe enough to be harvest. If I'm matured enough in His Kingdom to be allowed of Freedom and unbreakable oneness with my Knight----He'll know. He'll decide. In His perfect time.
3 years from now.
5 years from now.
6 years from now.
10 years from now.
I don't know and I don't care how long. It's worth the wait and it's worth my time.
It's worth my sacrifice and it's worth my longing----At the end of the day, it's not just my Knight in Shining Armor that matters but my King's kingdom and His glory.
