If "In-Love" is the right word, let me then be guilty of it now. I am not saying I am in love with the person, rather I am in love with Jesus inside of Him.
At some point of our life, we thought of a Snowhite ending, or a Cinderella beginning of a love story. Sometimes, a poetry like Romeo and Juliet or a Nicolas Sparks tragic melodramatic love affair.
"We sometimes create a paradise in our own crazy reality. But we don't realize that those fictional stories of romantic appearance of two couple in love with each other are only but a representation of a vanity."
We are living in a world where fairy tales don't really happen and mostly, a tragic ending of a wonderful beginning is usually the reality that we are living.
WE can't blame it to the culture nor to the different circumstance of every individual.
However I have one great thing I know that is missing in this broken world of ours. That is, "LOVE".
When we talk about LOVE, immediately-- we could think of a couple being tied together in affection or intimacy.
Nowadays, love is defined differently by most people. For others, it's the absence of hate. But the moment I finally figured out myself what love is all about, I was amazed on the complete 360 degrees turn of my understanding of people and life.
Love was Christ. Love is Christ. It's as simple as that. Yes, they won't get it and probably others would be hysterical about it, but it won't stop me from exploring the other side of the mountain. I was hungry to know HIM, so I created a relationship with Him without the missing "guy" that I've been praying about. It was the greatest decision I've ever made and in fact, I am content with it.
When the moment I finally completely surrendered to the Lord my situation and circumstances, it's when God opened the doors for a new beginning.
It didn't happen overnight but enough to understand LOVE. And now that I am in a relationship with someone which I thought its not possible, I am keeping my covenant with the Lord and the commitment that I first made with Him before I met my special someone.
I am happy to say that I am in love with Him (Jesus) and He is slowly teaching me how to do it with my relationship with others.
For now, I can proudly say that even if he will not be in my future, but by God providing me with the answer to my doubts on men-- it's more than just a victory attained.
Indeed, God proved me---- that not all men are the same. And now, He did-- I am confident that whatever it is that is in store for both of us, it's not for us to make plans about it but it's for the Lord to direct our path each step of the way. So to all single individual out there, it's not end of the world just because you don't have someone.
Instead, read your bible, create a relationship with God and continue to seek Him and His presence.
