A GIFT--- That's how I describe my special someone. A gift I never expected this year from above. It is true that when you don't expect, it's when God gives.
This was the first time that I felt LOVE isn't just an emotion but an action word one should share--- Yes, I learned it through personal experience....
As God's faithful servant, I have always been excited with the journey that He has in stored for me and for my future partner in life---- Hence, I never really grasp God's way of meeting people. With us, it was ordained should I say--or perhaps a MIRACLE.
A MIRACLE-- He is a miracle!! I've seen the realities of relationship nowadays and it always frustrates me---- It hurts me sometimes and most of all, it scares me. However, he proved me wrong of the realities that I am seeing. That there are still people like him in the world, prepared by God to also share the greatness of His Kingdom.
We may be thousand miles apart and yes people might think of it as impossible, but when God bring two people together, mountains can be moved, rivers can overflow, sea can be divided---- I don't know what's in store for both of us but I will just let go and let God do it for us. It's His will not ours.
To someone I know is God send---- Keep with you a word that's not from me but from above, that I am getting my faithfulness from God's faithfulness. I can't do it without HIM. Take with you my heart full of God's words that as I grow with Him, you will also do the same. Let us fulfill God's word everyday and let us bear much fruit. We may be apart, but the Jesus that we have will be the one to connect us together.
I don't care how long.. as long as I have Jesus, then I'll have you.
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Face Life with Gladness---Celebrate Life with GLORY!
It's been three weeks since my mom's passing and the memories of her are still fresh and new. I can still hear her calling my name in a very slow, still voice---"hannah".
I only spent exactly two weeks with her, before she went home to our creator. The two weeks I had, felt like I was with her the entire time of her battle. It was a tough one---- but her strength became our strength. It was hard seeing her in bed, not being able to walk and do something for herself--- but her faith and strong belief that a miracle can still happen, gave us so much hope in life.
Just because we've seen the realities of death through my mother, we appreciated the value of Life every single day. A moment spent with her was like a miracle spent a lifetime. A simple nod in the head, a wink in the eye, a smile of satisfaction, a hug of forgiveness and even a long blank stare from her, gave us so much meaning to LIFE--- it provided us with energy that one day, she won't just stare at us but also do the same old routine--- But of course, we were only there to hope, to believe for a miracle, and to share with her the LOVE that God first shared through Jesus---- then my mother and father shared.
It was an experience that I will forever cherish. That I was able to serve my mother in her death bed. I was able to tell her I love her, I made her feel that she's important--- and that she's worthy to be taken good care of.
I know she's up there watching us--- to quote from my brothers dream-- she was smiling---her face was so bright and the place she's at was so wide. And that it's nice and she can see mom at the clouds---
My mom's death wasn't really a death---- but a celebration of Life--- and acknowledging God's glorious gift of salvation.
I shall see you in Heaven again mom!
I only spent exactly two weeks with her, before she went home to our creator. The two weeks I had, felt like I was with her the entire time of her battle. It was a tough one---- but her strength became our strength. It was hard seeing her in bed, not being able to walk and do something for herself--- but her faith and strong belief that a miracle can still happen, gave us so much hope in life.
Just because we've seen the realities of death through my mother, we appreciated the value of Life every single day. A moment spent with her was like a miracle spent a lifetime. A simple nod in the head, a wink in the eye, a smile of satisfaction, a hug of forgiveness and even a long blank stare from her, gave us so much meaning to LIFE--- it provided us with energy that one day, she won't just stare at us but also do the same old routine--- But of course, we were only there to hope, to believe for a miracle, and to share with her the LOVE that God first shared through Jesus---- then my mother and father shared.
It was an experience that I will forever cherish. That I was able to serve my mother in her death bed. I was able to tell her I love her, I made her feel that she's important--- and that she's worthy to be taken good care of.
I know she's up there watching us--- to quote from my brothers dream-- she was smiling---her face was so bright and the place she's at was so wide. And that it's nice and she can see mom at the clouds---
My mom's death wasn't really a death---- but a celebration of Life--- and acknowledging God's glorious gift of salvation.
I shall see you in Heaven again mom!
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