When can I have you?

You make me drool.

You make me think.
You make me weigh things.

I am not really particular with brand even with my shirts, jeans, shoes, etc. but you are just so special and I can't take my eyes off you! I could actually buy you now but my conscience is talking to me trying to persuade me not to buy you because there are a lot of things to consider.

It's now the need versus the want and you're not a doodad for me. I actually NEED YOU, but are you really in my priority list? It's bothering me especially when you need someone so much but you just couldn't get it because circumstance stops you from having it.

It's not that hard to have you, I could just get my money go to the store and you're mine in a blink of an eye but there's just something that stops me from having you. It's not Mr. HP or Mr. Dell----It's just that, I'm full of "what if's" right now and I don't want to decide because there's always a side effect in every decision made.

For now, let me just stare at you and allow me to think. Give me a few more days... or maybe months? And then, I'll decide!

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