Trust

It made me cogitate having been talked to a person online, TRUST is important. I am a person who have a hard time in earning trust and with this kind of connection even made me more complicated.

Out of the billions of people in the world you'll cross into someone's journey carrying only with you the word trust. It's hard to create a relationship when you don't know who the person you are talking to but it's also a challenge that I have to consider, if it's really true and real circumstance will finds it's way to make our worlds meet.

I don't believe in online relationship especially that I am so specific when it comes to character of a person that I am connected with. In today's complicated world, find one person who you could earn your trust pretty well excluding your family and close friends. That for me is a very hard task and I am completely blank of the certainty of every situation that's gonna happen between me and the other person. Trust is a significant value that a person should have before dipping himself to the depth of uncertainty.

Trusting one is like gambling, you don't know if you'll win but you risk just to win the game.

I hope I could think of trust like business. You'll invest your time, money and effort to it knowing that you already have the idea that you'll earn a profit and the business will succeed. But no matter what, I can't convince myself to believe in every detail of the situation that I have now.

There's only one person that I trust, It's God and all others I am in complete doubt over them.

But they said, if you wont try you wont know the outcome. So I'm giving myself a chance to explore the unexplored and see for myself if it's the right decision or not. After all, it all depends on me and my choice. If I fail, then there's no one to be blame but me.

But one thing for sure, TRUST once broken will never be repaired unless you made God the center of your relationship after the failure. Life is an obstacle, so as trust---- and if this is the story of my life, so be it. :)