Life is nothing but a Breath

If I'm home, can I change the circumstance?

If I'm home, can I help?

If I'm home, can I heal my mother?

If I'm home, can I bring my family closer to the Lord?

Questions clouding my mind and has been constantly trying to cover my beautiful sunshine with darkness. I am in pain and I wanna shout in prayers of desperation just to let God know how eager I am to have my prayers answered. But who am I to question Him? Who am I to control the circumstance? I am just a faithful servant who have been suffering with Christ submitting my everything to attain God's purpose in my life and my family's life.

You will never know the feeling of being pressed unless you're there.

You will never know what it is to be in the midst of floating in the wind of Life unless you experience Life itself.

You will never know the pain, unless you felt it.

You will never know the value of life unless you are battling between life and death.

You will never know God is there, unless you feel the need of calling Him.

You will never know the importance of family unless one of you is lending a hand trying to reach out for help.

You will never know if you don't seek to find it out yourself---

If you are not strong enough to fight and face every situation with courage.

And if you allow doubt, unbelief and fear caught you.

I'm 7000 miles away from home. 12000 kilometers away from my family. And it just pains me knowing that in times like this, the only help I could offer is my fervent prayer to the Lord. I am not religious, I have a relationship with the Lord and the circumstance I have now made me even more closer to Him. I prayed earnestly to the point of asking Him to just exchange side with my mother. I am single, I don't have a family, I am ready to whatever things that He wanted me to do. But no matter what, it's still His will. I don't have anything in me. JUST FAITH.

If you were in my shoes now, smiling is just an option. But God gave me the strength to move on--- to look forward--- to hold on.

Faith is a substance of things not seen and evidence of things hoped for. I don't know what lies ahead but I'm holding on to God's promise. I don't know what's gonna happen but one thing I know, All things work together for good.

To everybody who has a circumstance like mine---KEEP ON PRAYING, DON'T LOSE HOPE AND DON'T LOSE FAITH.

To everybody who's enjoying their life and money---THERE'S MORE TO LIFE THAN MONEY AND LIFE ALONE.

To everybody who's lenient with their faith---PUSH MORE, YOU'LL REALIZE YOU'RE ENOUGH IS NOT ENOUGH WHEN YOU NEED GOD DESPERATELY!

Do not wait for adversity to come to you. BE PREPARED.

Life is a constant struggle.

Earth is temporary.

Life is nothing but a breath.