
You'll know when it's temporary.
Some things are just made to happen for a reason, we may not know what it is but it's just between you realizing that things aren't suppose to be like that, or it's fine next story please.
To be in a certain level of maturity takes time but to be in a certain level of insanity, consumes time or yet it kills time itself. I don't want the feeling but it's just keeps on bugging you up~ I like the temporariness but how long will it be temporary?
There are things that you want to do but you shouldn't be doing.
There are things that you didn't want to do but you are doing.
There are things that you didn't expect to do but it happened.
There are things that should not be happening, but you just couldn't stop yourself from the "comfort" it brings or maybe, it's just a way of showing undesirably the innate pleasure of human being.
Bad as it could be, or good as it may come but still it's an option. You choose, you decide.
The temporariness of my insanity don't usually last long, but it could change someone's perception towards me, it could even kill a persons sanity but things happen because you need to experience it. Not because you want it, but because you don't know the intensity of you're insanity and how can you control such process of going out of your real self for awhile.
It's just a matter of regret or positive response.
I love my temporary insanity, because it made me realize the value of sanity. :)
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