I'm not getting any younger, I'll be 26 this year and I can sometimes think of the possibility of falling for someone again but I'm a little bit hesitant to invest my emotions to someone and something I'm not sure of.
True that to Love someone is an investment and a risk and I should allow myself to fall even if I'm not sure of the possibility that someone might catch me. At this point in my life, fears sometimes trap myself from the fact of life that God is in control and even If I've build so much effort in building my faith to God, it's not yet enough. I still need more of God and more of my faith.
I hope to fall in love with someone again, but wanting to fall for someone is different from needing it. I might want it now, but I don't need it. I'd rather build my faith more and more than be in love with someone not sent by God.
I know I'm a bit pressure with the life I have now especially that I'm at the point of really wanting to have a relationship with someone but I'm still holding on to what God wants me to realize and follow. My flesh may want it but my spirit don't~ In time, God will bring me to the right person but as long as I'm not ready with responsibility and I'm not yet ready emotionally and spiritually, God won't allow me to be in a relationship with another person.
When you want it, but you don't need it.
I want a man in my life but I don't need a man.
It's just up to you oh Lord. When, Who and How. ^_____^
If He'll come, then I submit! :)
If not, then I SURRENDER.
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