Missing Piece

I just find it odd that people are never content of what they have. They always want what's missing and what's not there. When it's winter, people would say it's too cold, I can't wait til summer. When it's summer, people would complain it's too hot. When it's spring, people would say, why does it have to rain? When it's fall, they complain that they have to clean the backyard full of leaves.

If people will only learn how to appreciate what is there, life would have been so great. I wonder how many people has a car but wanted to have a new one because they want a new model and they're sick of their old car. Didn't they know others don't even have one? I wonder how many people complain of their job when they're are blessed they have one. I wonder how many people would want to stop school when others want to go to school but they just don't have enough. I am living in a world where what is present is rejected and what is not around is being seek.

I hope it's like that with Jesus. I hope all of the people would seek Him. People would ask, if God is a loving God, why did he allow us to suffer, why did he take my wealth away? Why did He take everything from me? Answer? BECAUSE, IT'S WHEN WE DON'T HAVE ANY WHEN WE CALL TO HIM EARNESTLY. So don't wait for it to happen, the best time is NOW. No if's, no buts! ;)

If we think that life is all about what we see and what we have, then we won't appreciate the wonders of God. We will never witness the great and marvelous things. The difference between seeking material things and seeking Jesus is that, Jesus is permanent. I remember I used to laugh at people who share the word of God before. I used to mock at hem that they might go pass by heaven for sharing the word of God as a way of life. I did not get it that time. But now that I am experiencing it myself why those people share God's love, I couldn't get enough of it. I just want people to understand how Jesus changed me and my life.

I hated life so much before and I did not appreciate the value of being alive. I've been looking for love and been searching for my worth as a person but couldn't find it. I had everything back then when it comes to worldly possessions. I can say I can eat whatever I want, I can go wherever I want to go. I can do whatever I want to do. But I was never happy. I was never content.

Now that I have Jesus, I will never exchange Him. Not even the wealth of this world, not even man's love. Speaking of man's love, I had this healthy argument with my Islam Friend. He was telling me that If I love a guy, I should convert my religion just for the guy, that's real love. NO WAY!

I WILL NEVER CHANGE MY FAITH. You know what real love is? REAL LOVE is standing for the truth, loving God more than you love yourself, and loving God more than others. Now that I have this relationship, there's no way I am turning back! People don't get it, I am like this not because a 'HOLY CREATURE SHARED ME A WORD AND CONVERTED ME TO BECOME HOLY'---- but because Jesus personally touched my heart and changed it into a new one. It's so hard to explain it, it's hard to express it, words aren't enough to supply all. 

It was when Jesus reveals Himself to me, it was when God accepted me back and gave me another chance to live in this world as a new creation.

CONTENTMENT IS THE KEY.

NOTHINGNESS IS THE WAY.

EAGERNESS IS THE ANSWER.

JESUS IS THE LIGHT.