When we are compounded by life's realities that's the only time we are marveled by the blessings that we have. I am gratefully overwhelmed by my life's lesson every day and it's such a bliss having trained by God with my walk of faith and and journey to righteousness. I remember walking thinking of the things that I shouldn't have done, and I just asked God-- 'why do I have to fail?' and a clear still voice whispered, "IF YOU WON'T FAIL, YOU WON'T LEARN"---- WOW! who would have thought that I will have such kind of encounter with the Lord. It has been days that I struggle from my emotions and I've been fighting my flesh, and when I loss the war, I ended up blaming myself for it. Indeed, it was my fault but circumstances happens because it needs to happen... not to condemn you, but to teach you a lesson.
I never want it, I never thought of it, I never want to fail God--- but like what He said, if I won't fail, I won't learn. And I did learn, and I learned a lot!!! I felt even more loved by God in times like this because He never made me feel alone and condemned despite my imperfections. However, I shall do my best and push forward with my faith even more to show to Him that I am serious when I said, I want HIM to change me. I want Him to completely renew everything in me and start anew.
I am walking a new journey now and I am really excited and I'm looking forward for another trial. I know that He won't give me anything I can't bear. So, aja aja for the next one! ^_^ I love you Jesus and you never failed to make me feel loved too every millisecond of my life. You are the only one whom I can't live without.
Thank you for coming into my life and please continue to renew my spirit and guide my feet with your light.
I am up for the next challenge.
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