Patience is Virtue

Finally!

I got it~ 

I just have to be patient and wait. I don't have to hurry nor rush things up--- 

I just have to appreciate every single opportunity, circumstance, trials, struggles, tears, smiles and life's complexities. I just have to be myself.

I don't have to pretend I can be the best nor try to be worthy when it doesn't need any trying at all. I don't have to present myself as someone that deserved the best when I can settle for the least but overflowing with love from within and contentment. 

It took me awhile to recognized my weaknesses, it took me awhile to process within myself that it's not through earning others affection that I may be able to find real happiness... but it's through being grateful with the life I have.

I am in awe with God's instruments and ways in making me learn life's lessons. It can come from someone unexpectedly awesome. Someone you wouldn't even think can create a huge impact in your journey to life. I haven't encounter such compassion and care from someone without asking anything in return.  I haven't had anyone said such words that made me smile the entire day..... 

I got it. Why would I spend time dating when I can just wait. I don't have to date to be seen. I don't have to be known to be appreciated. I just have to live life 24 hours a day, 7 days a week---- loving God, loving life, loving everyone and completing my purpose and destiny.

Yeah, they may say how can I marry if I don't date? how can I meet Mr. Right if I don't try to open my heart to such a worldly thing? My answer is, why do I have to? When Mr. Right is just around the corner... maybe I know him, or maybe not... but the thing is, I know for sure I don't have to spend my time impressing others--- and let others impress me or making a front to me just to earn my appreciation.

To someone who gave me such a new perspective and you know who you are... thank you! I can live life without fear of rejection now---you are such an instrument to remind me of His love and how precious I am. 

and to my Mr. Right-- I will remain pure till you come. And when that day will finally happen, I can look at you straight to your eyes and say, I may have stumbled while I waited--- but those circumstances made me who I am now and made my meeting with you dramatically worth it. 

I'm waiting. Let my count down begin.