Pursue God, not Me

I waited but he didn't came.

I planned but it didn't happen.

I looked up but all I can see was the horizon.

It was a clear picture of uncertainty---- tainted in the eyes of the innocent. For some, it's about faith--- for others it's motivation and persistence. With mine, it's Christ.

I have waited a long time, and I don't care if I'll wait for years if it meant waiting to see the "Promise Land".

Growing up, I haven't been pursued nor asked out. I blame it to my so called "political-achievements and fame." Maybe it was the reason-- or maybe it was because I am too much to handle for a woman. In my uniqueness, there's a hedge of protection and I always defend myself with a shield of doubt to every guy I met. It wasn't because I am scared, it was because no one really bothered to take off the shield from me. 

I sigh for the fact that only sexy and hot women are being pursued because they have the physical advantage. Only to find out that beauty is vanity--- and it's temporary.  In my teenage years, I've always thought that the prettier you are, the more famous you can be. Too much vanity indeed. However, it's reality. 

Now that I've gained more understanding on dating and relationship--- I look up with arms wide open, giving up my life to the God who save--- and the one who died for me. No man can ever prove my worthiness and pursue me despite my imperfections except Christ.   

I may not have someone to be with me in pursuing God's Kingdom, but for sure--- that someone have been very busy in building up the Church for God.  And to that someone, I will wait for you no matter how long it will take you to find me.

At I don't have to be pursued at all, better yet--- pursue God and everything else will follow..


"Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness, all this things shall be added unto you"---


I shall see you soon! Say hi to all the people you're serving-- tell them I can't wait to meet them--- and tell them, Jesus loves them!