Forever a Day

"Forever a day"----a statement or should I say a question glued into

my mind after watching the movie.

Kaya mo bang magmahal ng taong alam mong mawawala rin sayo? :)

Indeed a question that is easy to comprehend but it requires a lot of effort to think. Accepting the fact may be hard and letting go might be even harder but loving and living with someone day by day waiting for the life clock to just stop from ticking is the hardest. I couldn't envisioned myself being in a position waiting for my loved one to just stop from breathing. I could on the other hand envision myself on the position of the one "dying" but my courage for death wont be as the same courage that I have on the willingness to leave my loved ones.

I am ready to die any time but I am not ready to leave yet. The thought of me leaving pains me a lot especially that I haven't yet done anything for them. I haven't yet told them that life is something that is temporary and needs to be appreciated for day by day. That life is not just living here on earth but living it eternally with the Lord. That life is full of the unknown but it takes a leap of faith to believe that there's is more to breathing and living. That every single step in our journey requires Jesus' guidance and helping hand for the walking. It's just for us to reach out for the hand and walk with Him with faith.

A courageous life may seemed complicated and entangled but no matter how

difficult or hard our life may be or our life may lead us, we have a Shepherd to guide us on our way up. We just have to continue to seek for His name and call on Him all the time because we are always assured of rest despite the steepness of the way we are climbing.

It's hard for me to look for a "Eugene" in my life here on earth but I already met my "Eugene" even before the day I was born and He is with all the days of my life and will always be with me up to the end of time.

My life clock may stop from ticking but my Lords Love wont stop from flowing.

Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and the door shall be opened to you. (Matthew 7:7)