Unconditional Love

Wow! I failed God but deep within me I know He allowed it to happen because pruning is painful. And I should be hurt to bear fruit, to even be more stronger, to really pursue Him alone and not man. I am not going to stop from sharing God's word. I am a warrior and I am not defeated.

Yes, God is always on time. He sends people for a reason. He send people fora purpose and this time. I am sure I just hit it~ It's bulls eye! God never failed to make me feel that it is not through men that I may earn love but through Him and through me. It's not through my own hard work that I may earn love but through Him. That it is not through actions that I may earn love but through continuously walking the journey with Him.

I rejoice in every failure and I am not going to fail Him again.  I rejoice in every temptation because through it, I am able to resist the next time. I rejoice n my trials because through it, I am strengthened. 

I realized now that for me to grow, I should be pruned hurtfully. I should experience the hotness of fire to purify everything in me. I need to feel pain in taking off all the bad stuff in my life. 

Amazing, I may be hurt but God was never wrong in pruning me. And now, I am looking forward for a different chapter.

I am now pursuing God's love only and not man's love. I am now pursuing God's unconditional love and not man's temporary pleasure and compassion.

God, I know you're here... in my heart--- take away all the bondage in me. I don't need it. It's only you that I need so much.