Friendship is Favored

After a long day from school, a cold autumn weather gave me a coldness that brings warmth to my heart and soul. I know it's a little complicated but that's how I feel--- And as I walk towards the parking lot, I felt the warmth of relief. A fifteen minutes drive home. But I felt I have to face the wall after a long argument and emotional battle. A week of emotional venting. 

I finally talked to the wall.A Wall that I've been trying to break for the past years. A wall that blocks me from trusting others. A wall full of doubts and insecurities---  And yes, it was the most thrilling yet amazing experience. I did not break it, it was broken subtly but surely. It was broken by a circumstance which made me appreciate the gift of patience. That we don't have to force something to happen in our lives---sometimes, we just have to wait for it to happen... piece by piece, little by little, God will help us in breaking the wall that weakens our capacity to enjoy the journey with Him and with other people. 

As soon as I face the wall, it gave me so much reason to rejoice for life. I forgot that I ain't living alone, that I have to communicate and just give life a chance and give myself a chance.. 

I made friends with myself now. I am favored with compassion and loaded with understanding. 

And as I end the night with a prayer, palm held together while staring at the horizon---- it's good to be friends with yourself again. A friendship I lost years ago.. and now...

A Friendship is favored.